So it has been said

That I think like a guy. I'm pretty sure I know where this stems from. And let me start off by saying that I don't think that I'm wrong because guys have been doing the same shit for years. I realize that it's not right for them to do so I shouldn't think that it's ok for me to do it.

So yes.. I do treat guys like they're only good for one thing. And that's usually for my personal satisfaction. Because quite frankly that's usually what I am to them. I'm not looking for a relationship (like I thought I wanted), I don't want some guy that I need to tell my every move to and I certainly don't want some guy that I have to justify my actions to. I like to drink and I like to have fun. I think that I have every right to. I was in a 7 year relationship that hindered the real me. So if I want to get drunk & take a guy home then I have every right to. And more often than not I wouldn't mind if he were gone within the first 10 minutes of me waking up. I don't want to entertain them or talk to them about what I'm going to do with the rest of my day, I'm not going to cook them breakfast and I don't want to go anywhere with them later that day.

I am aware of what kind of girl this makes me sound like but trust me I'm not that bad. There are a lot of people that would agree that my "numbers" aren't that high at all. All I'm saying is that I don't want to cozy with some guy. We all have needs and those are my needs that my girl friends can't meet.

With that being said, that is why I don't want to get into a relationship. I have some of the most amazing friends. Most of them have with me for the last 10 years and no they're not all girls. If all I want is a gigantic hug because I'm having a bad day I have a guy friend that I can call. If I just want to bitch and vent I have people to call for that. If something amazing happens and I'm just so excited I have friends to call for that. And almost anything a guy can do I know people for that too, for example; lifting really heavy stuff. I've got that covered. So yes, unless I call a guy a friend I like to either make them that way and/or keep them that way because otherwise you're just a tool.
xoxo