Rule #2

So now rule #2.... Deny, deny, deny.

This does not necessarily mean lie. But if you act like it didn't happen then who is to say that it did? For me this rule is sort of backwards. Most people would say that you should deny it all. Kinda like cheating per se. For me this rule means to deny any feelings you may have. Whatever they might be. If I really like someone I might tell everyone that I think he's cool. If I'm in love with someone then I'd just straight up say that I like him a lot. I don't like to admit when I love someone, well because I easily could love someone. But being IN love with someone is whole different thing. It's easy for me to fall in love with someone, but I fall out of love just as easily.

I'm a truthful girl with a wandering eye. If I'm seeing someone & I hook up with someone else then I always come clean about it. This is because I don't like secrets & I feel terrible about whispering behind someones back. I wouldn't want someone to make a joke out of my feelings so I won't do that to someone else. I will though keep details out of what I really done. There's no reason to cause anyone more "pain" than necessary.

So deny deny deny is more like lie lie lie. And I'm not as good a liar as I used to be. I can't put on a straight face and feed someone bullshit. But what I can do is make up a portion of the truth and mix it with something that makes the other person feel warm & fuzzy. This is part of me growing up. I don't like to hurt peoples feelings the way that I used to. Before I could lie straight to your face and if the occasion required it I could cry on cue. But now I just don't like to see people hurt and the only reason I can come up with is because I know I've hurt A LOT of people in my past and I'm just waiting for karma to bitch slap me.

DENY DENY DENY was a rule created not by me, but this is just my interpretation of it.

xoxoxo