First off let me start off by saying that I'm not trying to change the world by the blog nor do I believe that I have anything profound or awe inspiring to say. While I do have a lot of things to say about a good portion of topics this is mostly about me being self-absorbed with my own thoughts. Kind of like those chicks who always take pics of themselves & give the pouty look that ends up looking like fish faces. Now don't get me wrong I've done the same thing myself so I'm not going to rip those girls to shreds.
Ok so about me... I'm Michele (duh). But not only do I add a digit to the likely 5 million Michele's on this planet, I've been gifted with the name Michele "effing" <insert last name here> (By the very special friends in my life). And what that means is that I'm special enough to be added to the minds of certain people that they feel the need to add an expletive as my middle name. Which I suppose is ok with me, since I wasn't given a middle name in the first place.
So anyway. Sorry I digressed. ME. I just turned 30 in April 2010. I am Filipino & Scottish (probably a scary combo). I was born in Texas (yes I have owners rights to the y'all), I've lived in Texas, California & England. But I call Las Vegas home & have for 22 years. I had a 9 month stint in a little city called Fallon, but I prefer to think of that as a boot camp to try to teach woman to be housewives. Let's just say I didn't make the cut.
And so yes I'm an Aries And in every sense of the astrological sign. I'm definitely fiery. I'm adventurous, self-centered, impulsive, independent, short-tempered, loyal, I forgive easily, but I never forget. I'm passionate & I love to love. And unfortunately being in any sort of relationship with me you're bound to get burned at some point.
I'm recently divorced. I was in a relationship for 6.5 years (dating & married) until one day I figured out that I just couldn't do it anymore. It wasn't like I intently set out to hurt this guy, but sometimes you have to do what you gotta do to make yourself happy for once. Simply put... I did at one point love this man & I made him my whole life. And that was the problem I lost myself. It was like he dimmed my light. I was like one of those fireflies you catch in a jar and after awhile I found my escape. I wish nothing but love and hope in his future. As I wish that he has the same hope for me.
The most important things to me are my family and friends. And there are even friends that I consider family that I would walk across burning coals for. I wouldn't be happy about it if I had to, but nonetheless I'd do it. They're the center of my life & anyone who knows me know THIS about me. Mess with my friends & you've mess with me. I'm hurtful & revengeful. I anger easily & I act out when I'm angry.
That's another problem I have. I get mad pretty easily. Usually at the opposite sex. And when I do I act out in manners that are irresponsible and just plain crazy. I've done things that some would shake their head at and others would high-five me for. But I try not to live life with regrets, just thoughts of "boy I'll never do that again". Or "I'm not gonna do that again for awhile".
Ok so to wrap this thing up. I'm Michele, I'm crazy, I've got no filter on my mouth & I'm very opinionated.
xoxo
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